简单就是美

是该放手了吧.. - Part II

2009-01-04T05:24:00.000-08:00

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2008 is quite a year for me.
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going into a relationship because of love.
leaving a relationship (ironically also) because of love.
this relationship is very special to me.
especially after being single for more than 4 years.
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i m never good at understanding people or reading peoples mind.
i could only try my best to do whatever i think i should do.
maybe you think that i am giving too much.
maybe you think that i am not suitable for you.
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watever the reason is. it doesnt matter anymore.
i m not sure if i m ready to meet you once again.
but i know i have to do that.
because life should always move on. =)
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i changed my job.
i survived in china and bangkok.
i learned to be more independent and strong.
i am trying to improve on my english so that my boss can understand me better. =S
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so what are my goals for 2009?
let's see.
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earn more money.
and save more money. =P
which means less shopping. =(
lose more weight (at the rightful area).
sleep early.
and many many more!
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um.. seems like all these goals are forever there. haha.
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cheers and i m pretty sure that everyone WILL have a GOOD year ahead!
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be positive.
be healthy.
be wealthy.
be happy.
and be glad you are still have your family or friends around you!
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love, adel

痊愈

2009-01-02T08:47:00.000-08:00

如果我先放弃爱情
我的痛会不会变得不药而愈

看伤心不能痊愈
我始终相信爱你的勇气

明明说好是两个人一起去的旅行
怎么剩下我一个人欣赏孤寂

看伤心慢慢痊愈
我会好好的安慰我自己

宁愿相信你只是突然改变了决定
去了另一个美丽城市也等着我入境

成长的过程

2008-12-25T09:29:00.000-08:00

. something meaningful .

“放开不爱你的人不代表失去

让你不爱的人离去才能拥有

让你爱的人自由

你不爱的人得到解脱

放手和接受才是拥有！“

如果

2008-12-10T08:28:00.000-08:00

每个人都想明白
谁是自己生命不该错过的真爱
特别在午夜醒来更是会感慨
心动埋怨还有不能释怀
都是因为你触碰了爱

如果你当时明白
后来的生命里是快乐还是悲哀
特别在夜深人静时想起未来
是否能平静不会想现在
只是因为你拥有了爱

你说~

2008-11-30T06:49:00.000-08:00

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你说我若一个人会比较自由
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你说不该再相见只为了瞬间
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那一天的下午 : 结束的开始

2008-11-17T08:14:00.000-08:00

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很感激
这城市拥挤的交通
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让你我
还能多相处几分钟
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人潮中
怕失散所以轻轻拉你的手
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一刻不放松
不放松
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诚实的想你

2008-11-10T08:32:00.000-08:00

世界忽然变心
忽然很安静
无助的我一秒间失去重心
听你不停为我担心
看你不停离我而去
你要我照顾自己

是我做了什么
让天使生气
还是忘了做什么幸福远离
也许该要真的相信
有种爱叫远远挂心
痛却又哽住呼吸

looking back ....

2008-11-07T09:37:00.000-08:00

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you asked me why are our eyes on the top and looking forward?
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you said because this is what life should be.
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memories ~
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左边

2008-11-06T09:15:00.000-08:00

总是忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪你才会给安慰
担心短暂的晴天随时都可能被阴狸收回

等待有机会最坏也最甜美我乐观却疲惫
因为太怕失去你所以连快乐里都装满伤悲

你不曾发觉你总是用右手牵着我但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间的遥远永远隔着亲切爱少的可怜

伸出右手想陪着你向前走感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我想信你会了解

总在埋怨过你的冷漠之后又急着说抱歉
仿佛向疏远的你乞求一点体贴都是我不对

结果有可能最美也最可悲我做好了准备
也许太自由的你心里面那个家谁也不能回

我一直相信总有一天你会用左手牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远却会实现心在同一边就能够
听见你说的那句我爱你

你一定看的见

4.11.2008

2008-11-04T08:27:00.000-08:00

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memorable day.
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bosses back in singapore.
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working non stop till 8pm.
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ate the nicest blueberry muffin (and not my chihuahua).
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really surprise visit by mousey.
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moving on.
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good news.
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i am still alive after a month.
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=)
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The Fairytale Outing

2008-11-02T09:02:00.000-08:00

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had a movie date with fairy godmother and mousey.
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movie is so-so and yes, the girls cried a little. mayb the mouse too? =P
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the book is much more better.
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tons of books to finish.
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2 due 10 nov and i forgot the other one. (sorry bren! please remind me again. hee.)
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planning to do up the xmas tree. but dearest not here to setup with me. (i missed her cleaning up the mess after we set it up. =P but well, muf will do a good job i suppose.)
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mayb i should deco muf too. right mag? =)
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Xmas Orchard

2008-10-31T04:11:00.001-07:00

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I always love to walk along orchard during nov and dec
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(and of coz during gss)
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love the xmas lights and atmosphere
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love the xmas deco and music
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love the xmas shopping and presents
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last but not least
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love mr santa the most!
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Nights In Rodanthe

2008-10-29T10:33:00.000-07:00

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Could not bear to finish the book.
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Left about 40 pages.
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Um..
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是该放手了吧..

2008-10-28T08:47:00.000-07:00

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everything just ended with one sms.
without warning. without anything.
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i actually don't remember the last time i cried so hard.
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was it outside NUH when i thought i was going to lose my dearest?
was it after i received a call that my grandpa had ended his life?
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i think i almost break down. both are my loved ones.
but i know i need to be strong for my family.
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but this time, it is for myself. somehow i cannot be strong for myself. i know i fell pretty hard this time round.
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however, i am thankful that i have my loved one all around me. my family, my besties, my cols and new friends!
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i will be strong and i will move on.
dun worry for me.
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love, adel
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