是该放手了吧..
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everything just ended with one sms.
without warning. without anything.
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i actually don't remember the last time i cried so hard.
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was it outside NUH when i thought i was going to lose my dearest?
was it after i received a call that my grandpa had ended his life?
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i think i almost break down. both are my loved ones.
but i know i need to be strong for my family.
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but this time, it is for myself. somehow i cannot be strong for myself. i know i fell pretty hard this time round.
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however, i am thankful that i have my loved one all around me. my family, my besties, my cols and new friends!
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i will be strong and i will move on.
dun worry for me.
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love, adel
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